Darkness

As i lay in the basking darkness that is my life i

sigh with wakful dose the  air is cold the night

 is black and blue the sun shall rise no more

the moon will  stay in ones place blackness

 covers my  heart cying is a best friend

of mine  hurting bleeding death has

 always been there all around me no one

can hear me scream the scream of pain no

laughter fills the air no happiness falls

 around this god forsaken place i am

emotionless and hard inside but questions

fill my head like water fills an empty

space where does my life lead?

what is my destiny?

 am i wanted?

am i normal? and is suicide my normality? those questions haunt me like the demons of my past still do